Been rotting at home. n Im so bored, I should put in more effort in looking for jobs. I sent so many resumes n applications, none called me back. So sway sia. Today, Predential called me, a position for telemarketer, selling what saving policy. No thanks, I really just need a position in Healthcare lah. Was home all day, only went Fairprice to get some stuffs. n do guys change their feelings like clothes or something?! he MIA-ed last week, when our group was supposed to meetup for dinner, then we kept missing each other's calls. finally, he replied by sms this evening, only to tell me that he still misses e previous girl he liked. It felt like e knife in my heart was being turned... Well, its alright. I still ask him not to be wishy washy n to call her. he said he wouldnt, cos he already decided not to contact her. Whatever. Maybe Im being too noble. But I just hope he will just follow his heart. Im okay with that, cos I think I dont like him tat much anyway. I still have more important things to fuss over now. Im going for e children's Encounter camp with AGinny this weekend. heh, but I hope I wont need to stay in, cos I dont feel like it. anyway, I heard its full house. lol. n Im missing Jess...hahah. When are we meeting?! <12.02am>