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Credits.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Was at hospital all dae...so tired...grandma so fussY...so stuBBorn...realli got irritated...pissed off....muz keep my cooL...aft all she's my grandma...den cuM hm...feel so glad n reLieVed....
veRi tiRed...Holidaes le...cannot see him...so sad...hAix...dunno maYb ask 4 a gP outiNg sumdae in e holidaes....miss him so mucH...it feels hoRRible missing sumone sooo mucH...gg cRaZy soon!!!
nvm...Love needs tym n patieNce....n yA...losiNg weiGht tis holidaes...muz try...cos i wan 2 get out of TAF club!!!!! n look better in e class piC...*heex* ok will stoP here....
veRi tiRed...Holidaes le...cannot see him...so sad...hAix...dunno maYb ask 4 a gP outiNg sumdae in e holidaes....miss him so mucH...it feels hoRRible missing sumone sooo mucH...gg cRaZy soon!!!
nvm...Love needs tym n patieNce....n yA...losiNg weiGht tis holidaes...muz try...cos i wan 2 get out of TAF club!!!!! n look better in e class piC...*heex* ok will stoP here....
___GgCrazy___
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:44 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
sians...went 4 post E in e morning...nv saw ZR in e bus...saw him at AIT...*sumone* was so excited...hahaha...talked abt com. gaming n music 2dae...we youngsters got 2 be carefuL wad we listen 2 nwadaes....some music is nt pleasing 2 God...den PS ange...Christina n i went 2 hospital...visited our grannys....oh my...grandma looked so frail n weak...my heart totally sank....she still cant tok properly...was there almost e whole dae...den Uncle gaRy drove us back...ooh...so tired...tml early in e morning oso muz go hospital...pray tt Christina n my granny would recoVer soon...hAix....holidaes le...cannot see him...so sad...although he living near mi...if we have fate, we will meet...toopid Febian say wad i still like darren...in front of him summore....sot man...tt was in e past...so long ago le...obviously darren ignored....frens out there...pls...nv ever say i like darren....long got over him le....2 mi, he's jus a fren n a bro...as simple as tt....
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 12:00 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Woke up early 2 mit Donna n Huiwen at Bedok 4 Miss Tan de wedding...i reached there 1st...they both so slow...I so cock eYe...He was oso in the station den i nv saw him until huiwen told mi. when we gg down....hAix...den we took caB 2 the church...I paiD e faRe....cheaP laRs...den stayed outside a while...wrote e caRd lo...den go in...huiwen n donna kept on changing seats...finnally found a place 2 settle down...den waiting 4 the guys 2 cum...wan 2 ask them write e vanguArd ma....Xiangwei,Dom n Feb came...so passed 2 Xiangwei...so useless...nv take pens den wan 2 write...toopid...den finished le they passed back...den Hongjun,Joey n Yuanxing came...den passed 2 Hongjun 2 let them write...another toopie...nv take pens...den yuanxing n Hongjun passed back...
the wedding svc was wonderful...cannot believe Miss Tan is e briDe...becum so chio n pretty....hahax...Mr Singh n Miss Tan look like a cute couple...heex...den stunned...they kissed...i was at the front taking piCs of them...shunned...hahaz...den aft got lunch but nv eat...dun feel like..huiwen n donna PS mi...so i mingled wif the guys...chatted wif miss guo,miss chiang..Yuanxing oso there...diaox...he told miss guo jianqing n darren at encounter...Kenny they all lo...den He came out,stood beside mi...was smiling in my heart...den nv got chance 2 congrate Miss Tan cos got 2 go off...den said bye 2 them lo..Sukardi,Kenny,Daniel,Maryam,Febian n Hongjun...was at 2 tap Feb shoulder...den feb say bye...den suddenly He said bYe so loud...hahaz...=] =] =]
den He still waVed...heex...den Miss Guo song wo 2 Kemangan Mrt...took train back 2 redhill...dropped by hospital a while...visited grandma...saw christina...her grandma oso in hospital...mit her a while lo...den went off...go church....had a great worship....listened 2 sermon lo...den decided 2 visit Serene n Clara they all...they at encounter...can oso shun bian visit Darren n jianqing...dunno xiao daryl oso there...go there see see....called daryl mi mi yan...haha...den gtg...left...den took cab hm...sianx...tml got post E....sians...
the wedding svc was wonderful...cannot believe Miss Tan is e briDe...becum so chio n pretty....hahax...Mr Singh n Miss Tan look like a cute couple...heex...den stunned...they kissed...i was at the front taking piCs of them...shunned...hahaz...den aft got lunch but nv eat...dun feel like..huiwen n donna PS mi...so i mingled wif the guys...chatted wif miss guo,miss chiang..Yuanxing oso there...diaox...he told miss guo jianqing n darren at encounter...Kenny they all lo...den He came out,stood beside mi...was smiling in my heart...den nv got chance 2 congrate Miss Tan cos got 2 go off...den said bye 2 them lo..Sukardi,Kenny,Daniel,Maryam,Febian n Hongjun...was at 2 tap Feb shoulder...den feb say bye...den suddenly He said bYe so loud...hahaz...=] =] =]
den He still waVed...heex...den Miss Guo song wo 2 Kemangan Mrt...took train back 2 redhill...dropped by hospital a while...visited grandma...saw christina...her grandma oso in hospital...mit her a while lo...den went off...go church....had a great worship....listened 2 sermon lo...den decided 2 visit Serene n Clara they all...they at encounter...can oso shun bian visit Darren n jianqing...dunno xiao daryl oso there...go there see see....called daryl mi mi yan...haha...den gtg...left...den took cab hm...sianx...tml got post E....sians...
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___AlwaysRightHereWaiting4U___
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 2:38 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Went 2 hospital early in e morning...pei jie n mum. grandma was better. so sianx....Jie n mi slipped out during lunch 2 go get presents. 4 Miss Tan's wedding...Mum could nt get us when she called..hahaz....told her we went downstairs oly...so bad...den dad came. den mum n dad went hm...jie went off wif KelviN...uncLe gaRy dRove mi back hm.so tired.rushed. wrote e card n the vanguard sheet. tml got 2 wake up quite early. meeting huiwen n donna at Bedok Mrt station.Miss Tan's wedding ma...so far...Hope she have a blessed wedding. n have a wonderful n memoable dae tml...2dae no sch...so nv see him...sad...nvm...tml he sld be got go 4 the wedding...den can see him le....Yeah! =]
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:39 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
Totally a miserable dae.....Took back report bk...failed overall....1st tym...wondering hw 2 face Dad...realli...so angRy wif myself...den he...made mi so jealous...n upset...dun wanna mention more of it...den rushed hm...den go hospital...visited grandma 4 a while...she does look better...den had dinner wif mum n dad...den go sch...mit up wif joce n val..i pei them 4 the talk abt sub.combination...everyone was like looking at mi when we went into e hall...hahaz...we were on the side on the road gg hm...den *crash*! an accident. shocked...1st tym we witness accident...the ppl jus like fLy...ooh.realli horrible...my heart was racing...val n joce too shocked until cry...still,i muz tell Dex 2 colesole val...diAox...gals...its all rite...over le....thank God no prob. God mus have a reason 2 let us witness it...i realized i dunno wad 2 do in a real situation...i jus stared blanKly...until Val told mi she would go over wif mi...2 see if we could help...i managed 2 ensure the causalty...relieved...Val n Dex is sooo loving....saw them huG n held hands...total eNvy...wish I could be in his arms too...heex....all of them are attached....excePt mi...still waiting 4 him...holidaes cuming le... 1 mth lehx....cannot see him....had already started missing him...sux man....hAix....
will see him tis sat...cos Miss Tan's wedding...nt sure if he's gg...hope he go...den aft sat,when can i see him again? i dunnox...hAix....Miserable....
will see him tis sat...cos Miss Tan's wedding...nt sure if he's gg...hope he go...den aft sat,when can i see him again? i dunnox...hAix....Miserable....
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+NeedYewBadly+
+WishIWereInUrArms+
+NeedYewBadly+
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:28 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
siaNx...came baCk frm hospital nt long ago...realli hope grandma gets well soon...tml getting report book...die lars....very suX lo....nw chatting online...nth 2 do...holidaes cuming...nt gg 4 SJAB camp...so sianz...is training camp,nt leisure camp....4 daes n 3 nites....siaOx man....the gals got ready a speech 4 Miss Tan n Mr Singh tis sat 4 their wedding...i write one leh....=] we gals all wearing skirts...only Joan wearing her streetwear...so strange 4 a weddiNg...''- diAox.
Looking 4ward 2 the wedding...nt 4getting Ange's bdae too! =]
Looking 4ward 2 the wedding...nt 4getting Ange's bdae too! =]
+RejectionIsABigBlow+
+AcceptanceIsAWonderfulThing+
+AcceptanceIsAWonderfulThing+
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 2:04 PM
siAnx...slnt haVe go sch 2dae...Jac,Val n Yun didnt cuM...I thiNk Hongjun oso boRed...Darren n Yuanxing oso didnt cuM...had a boRing dae lo...He maKes mi thiNk he's avoiDing mi...Jac n Huiwen said i think too much le...I dun think so...Haix...dunno...still nt reaDy 2 tok 2 him...mayb aFt holidaes cum back den will tok 2 him...hAiz...MaiNe oso didnt cuM 2dae...nth 2 do...den co.hu n phy do sum work...sianx....realli. did realli baDly in e miD-Yr...haiz...mux buCk up tis holidaes...sPend it properly...nt laZing ard everydae...Miss Tan let us look at our resuLts slips ytD...it was a totally biG blow 2 mi...as i failed mid-yr e 1st tym...moRe jialat den his rejection...He cried...i saw everything...he oso failed...haiz...he dun like tis lehx...oso make mi feel like cRying...toopiE...nv go 4 training 2dae...cos gtg hospitaL...Grandma was admitted....she sLd be all rite...will pRay 4 her...it's a suDDen thiNg...went 2 Central wif val,joce n kim a while...den go mit jie at hospital...saw grandma had her injection...the wae i look at her...my heart realli ached...cant bear 2 see her like tis...I wish she was the well,hearty n cheerful grandma i alwaes noe...well,everyone had 2 go though tis...jus hope she gets well soon....
---Rejection Hurts---
---aCCeptance Is Joy---
---aCCeptance Is Joy---
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 9:37 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
siAnx...nV go out wif Joan they all cos Dad so angRy le...i dun dare 2 go out...had luNch wif him n Jiex....Met alEx in the morning at BM...take KBox card frm him...but in the end oso nv go...neXt tym ba...den Jac oso tiRed...got training lata...stayed hm all dae...watch tv...use com lo...nw blogging...sianx...miss him...can see him le tml...but still nt very reaDy 2 tok 2 him...Hope Yuanxing knows his limits...moutH dun be so big...or eLse....he know....
+MissingYew+
_MadAbtYew_
_MadAbtYew_
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 2:16 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
Ytd nv bLog cos too tiRed le...got speech dae parade in e morning ma...the Guest of honor..Mdm Oen was late..stood in e sun so long...burning le... realli gLad when it ended... den went hm...bathe n change...den go mit Sam n Ange...den go 4 cell...talked abt social pRobs...Mi n Sam talked abt cutting ourselves...still mus do presentation...hAix...deN went 4 sVc...had a fun worsHip...sermon was aBt choosing e fear of e Lord...didnt realli understand...den i answered aLtar's call...God told mi 2 Give up on him...i mus noe God n Jesus is My God...he is nt my God...I will try my beSt 2 4get him...na de qi yao fang de xia...hais...den went 2 buy dinner...saw Darren,xiao Daryl n Jianqing...they looked at mi...den i looked at darren n daryl...siaox...theiR faces made ange n i laughed...daryl in uniform...so gRoss...den had dinner...den chat a while..den mi,liz,ange,sam,jay n chris went 2 MagicBox...but no one...saw Darren outside church...looked at each other...Sld have say heLo...den we went 2 NTUC shop...den go hm....so tired...den early in e morning, Jie woke mi up...call mi go mac wif her eat breakfast...sians...den went out a while...den cum back...bathe den blog...chatted wif Jac on e fone jus nw...Yuanxing realli made mi angry...i still treat him as a bRo...He told Jac,treat adeline better den she will fall 4 u...tt's y he's so bad 2 mi...I am his churCh sis lehx!!! talked abt maths class,wad i noisy...den he leh? kAox...hate him man...den wad he asked Jac adeline liked HIM izzit? den Jac defended mi...she said dunno...den yuanxing told her dun bluff mi le,i noe everything...den wad adeline like tis...kaox...nvm...I am a gd christian...i will 4give him...mux love my fellow bro...nt hate him...nvm...Joce found her aiai le...I am still waiting 4 mine...hAix...I mus be patient....tml gg KBox wif Jac, Joan n Yuling...hees...Looking 4waRd....
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:07 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
siAnx...jus came baCk frm sch...had commandation dae parade...was sweating badly n tired cos last nite too late cum hm le..it was a great parade....Uncle Gary is baCk...miss him so much...Reynn ish oso back...had dinner wif theM last nite...den chatted till late....went 2 sch tis morning jus in tym...Mdm Oen is back...she look more chio le...hahas....was gLad when e parade ended...went 2 tiong 2 eat wif alex...she meeting val...i went off...cum home lo...bathe...den nw using com...later meeting Sam n Ange...den go 4 cell den svc...=] blog agaiN 2 niTe....
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 3:05 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Mit Alex n Val 2dae den go 2 sch...went to Huiling's classrm chat...den go hall...heex..He sat behinD mi 2dae...chat wif Val n Jac during assembLy...den had Co.Hu...go ampitheater...den when suDDenly Jac went missing...nV tok 2 him 4 20 daes le...asked him 2 go get Jac...he was like nah...finally i tok 2 him le...Haix...wadever...he's jus always giving mi faLse hopes...nvm...den wad Daniel told Hongjun...'U like adeline den say lars...change seat wif Joan lars'...siao...realli...den had eng...Miss Tan chose ppl 2 be specators 4 the Speech dAY...Xiangwei n Yuanxing had 2 go...cos they drew lots...haha...Kenny they all oso gg..I am alreaDy in the parade...2dae dismissal early...at tweLve noon...cos later got Full-Dress rehearsal...sians...had a quiCk luNch wif Shuyi...den went 2 change 2 full u...so hot n sweaty...b4 the parade even started...den it started...standing under the Hot sun...realli maDe us roasted n boiling...it was realli a hot dae...rehearsed a few tyms 4 the fine n bad weather...sux man...can wait 2 change out of my full u...was so happi n glad when it ended...took 196 home wif Beatrice...so tiRed...slp duRing the jouRney...sians...tml got PE..dunno doing or not...gg out wif Jie aft sch tml...
/Shattered\
/IncompleteWithoutU\
/IncompleteWithoutU\
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:05 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Went 2 sch late 2dae...took caB wif Val n aleX....had prayer...den go hall..Jac PS 2dae...nv cum...den go back classrm...den dunno wad lesson...n who...sld be either Yuanxing or Joey or Xiangwei...saY wad HongJun likes Adeline....they muZ be mad n out of theiR miNds....Hongjun was like dun Kaopei larS...i was like can u shuT up?! sot man...."ImpossibLe". den so swaY...FebiaN knocked into mi twiCe 2dae...like i so gd 2 knock...kaOx....sHagg...resuLts nt very gd...nt suRe lars...sld be...havent got repoRt booK...next thuRs gettiNg....had traiNing aft sch 2dae...Shuyi helped mi...See Khim n Huiling dumped 3 sec1s 4 mi 2 train...siAo...almost cannot handle....luckY got Shuyi...ended eaRly....saw Darren n Joy n e way...they so eN Ai...hahax...wish 'he' n i will be oso liKe theM...one fiNe dae...haix...went 2 centRal wif Shuyi 2 bUy fooD....shaRed e food...den went 2 NTUC bUy drinks...den tooK buS hoMe...sLp duRing e jouRney...too tired le...got Full dress rehearsaL tml 4 spEEch dae.....aLex PS...got into 1st aid teaM le....siaNx...I packed my unifoRm le...nw blogging n chaTTiNg....tmL will end quite late ba....abt 6pm...
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:04 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
siaNx....weNt 2 mit aNge at BM...den tooK bus 2 AIT 4 poSt E...euNice joined us 2 dae...we didnt met him on e buS...den saw Shiying n Cynthia there...saw Chris n Zhiren oso...den mi,jayne,ange n christina went 2 put our bags den go toliet...den we cum back...Chris n Zhiren was outside e room...sitting on the bench....suDDenly Chris said Hello...sLd be saying 2 mi ba...no one le ma...I said Hi back...den Zhiren was like looking at us...den dunno y...the 4 of us laUghed....den had post E lo...den went 2 have luNch at Long John's...den Eunice drove mi n ange 2 BM...on e wae...talked n chat lo...cos she miting Xiong Bin...den went 2 interchange take bus home...i went off 1st...nw blogging..so sian...nth 2 do...gg out 4 dinner wif Mum n dad later...
*MissingYouLots*
*SeeYaSoon*
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 8:33 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Went out wif Shaun 2dae...heex...waited haLf an hr 4 him...sianz...he alwaes like tt de....den shoPped at Bugis...den taKe neO...so fuNNy...oso took mani pics on hiS new fone...haha...we got sibLiNgs look....den I PS him...cos gtg...got ceLL...Learnt abt wad graCe is....is the Lord's kindness...den went 4 serviCe...Mum attended todae...tt is great...but she leFt eaRly...was wif my auNt...had a gd worshiP...oops...I sLept during seRvice wif aNge...mY 1st tym slping during sermon...so bad...hAix...den christina took pic...siAo...argh! too tired n mooDy le...nt in the rite mind...hAix....the pastor prayed...den the Lord talked 2 mi n i weeped...lucKy Shiying was there...thank God 4 her...we 4 could nt stand Eunice anymore le...den tEll Serene aBt it...she talked 2 us n will tok 2 euNice too...den had dinner wif my netwoRk....den talked 2 Ah Ma...feel better...den went 2 look 4 euNice...den go interchange wif angE den go home...nw bLogging...alone...jie nt bacK yet...den having thunderstoRm...keke...i am scaRed of thundeR...there it goEs agaiN...haix...Jie!!! huRRy up cuM baCk...tmL got Post E....aft exams le ma...meeting Ange 1st...den go togetheR....ok gtg nw....
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 2:04 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Had ge0 paper one 2dae...it was hArd..esp e mAp questioNs...its the last paper! yaH! waited 4 Jeff n Tianyu wif Jac after sch...she plying guitar wif Dan...Yun went st john rm wif mi take stoCk...haix...so tiRing...den Jeff they all wan 2 go ply laN...but too mani ppl le...so go eat 1st...i go home...cos Mum called mi...slp a whiLe...den bring mum go doC....veRy mooDy nwadaes...stRess..aBt exams...him n frens....he n exams gaVe mi the most stress...hAix...cRied...haiz....dunno laRs...nw i am the one beiNg coLd 2 him...although he saiD it nv affected ouR frenshiP...but it suRely did...a little...i aVoiDed him nwadaes....nv take 33 2 sch le...i cannot continUe like tis...haiz....dun feel like toking 2 him nwadaes...He would be the last gUy i wouLd fall 4 at thE momeNt...ok lars will stop here...tok more den more upSet...hAix...tmL gg chuRch le...so haPPi...looking 4waRd 2 it....Sam was in Bangkok...MeetinG Shaun tmL...at buGis...take nEo....
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Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:49 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
Had CL LC N chem paper 2dae...botH papers okaE lars....having last paper tmL...geO...MCQ...siaNx...gg 2 hoLidaes sooN...great....need nt see him le...oNly giVe mi more stRess....He tok by looking at mi,he's making mi happI...he is so wrong...he's jus making mi moRe fuN....n stresseD up...wad a jErk! y did i haVe 2 faLL 4 him?! argh! i haVe suCh pooR taSte....duNNo lars...nv tok 2 him...jus look at eaCh other nwadaes....I am the one beiNg peTTy nw...gals tend 2 be moRe peTTy....jus coLd towards him...dun feel like toking 2 him anywae....gReat having lasT paper tml...go 4 celebRatioN aft e paper...haha....k gtg le...tiRed...looking 4waRd 2 tis sAt...miZ aNge, Sam n Mommix,aH Ma n ShiyiNg....
-heaRtbRokeN-
-sAd-
-sAd-
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:44 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Had maths paper two todae...veRy haRd...got misgivings abt the paper....having a break nw...sp came 2 bLog...revisiNg cheM...haVe chem eXam tmL....Yeah! exams finish tis fRi...haha...got lots of activities cuming up....spEEch dae....whoLe st joHn in the paRade...too sMall le ma...haha....ok gtg nw...baCk 2 mY booKs....
+MissiNg Yew+
-huRt-
-huRt-
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 11:10 AM
Monday, May 9, 2005
2dae is Mothers' Dae! =] didnt haVe tutioN...as Yuzhen cannot make it...deN went 2 fiNd my notes at chuRch...Eunice helped mi...thank God i found it or i would haVe fLuNk tml's papeR....siaN....histoRy paper...hope it will be eaSy....went 2 buY mummy a present wif jiE...den shop shop...den went 2 tioNg...had dinneR wif Mum n Dad....nw bLogging...lateR gg 2 reviSe my histoRy...so gd...Alex they all dun have paper tml...dun need 2 go sch....My exam oNly ends neXt fri...soB...stiLL so long...okaY..gtg nw... =]
[HengXiiangNii]
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 11:52 AM
Sunday, May 8, 2005
Went 2 mit Sam N Ange 1st 2 stuDy...den Chin Fen came 2 join us....deN had cell...ply a game of ConcentratioN....fuN woRs...den went 2 church..hang ard...den had serviCe...had a fun waorshiP...saNg one wae! =] hahas...moi faVe soNg....den we prayed 4 all the mothers....tml mother's dae ma...den had sermon...aBt laYing hold of God though prayer....den had diNNer....taLked 2 Serene aBt Him...feel better le...den went 2 find Eunice...i ran 2 bUy cake n caRd 4 her...I held the card,Jay held the cake n Christina hels the flower....we went in...n wished Eunice Happy Monther's dae!....haha...sHe gave the four of us hugs...she was surprised...nv expeCted it...hahas...hope she enJoys her choC cake...hahas....den went home...bathe...blogging n doing some work....siaNX tml got tution...so sad, jus nw lost my histOry notes in church...tml gg 2 fiNd them...i need them...having exam on mon....
=MissingYou=
-XiiangNii-
-XiiangNii-
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 2:59 PM
Saturday, May 7, 2005
siAnx...putting soNgs into my ipod nw....jus haD pHy paper tis morning...okaY...Average...nt hard,nt eaSy.....feeLiNg better le nwadaes...getting over it le...we will alwaes will frens....=]
Miss Tan was in the classrm dunring the exam...she took my ruler n told mi borrow tis idiot....i was like wHo?....it was Joey...haha....so funny...told Jac they all n had a gd lauGh....deN Val went wif mi 2 make my IC...so ma fun....the pHoto suX....deN met up wif Vanessa,Valerie n Jac at Bugis...tooK Neo...so fuNNy...got 2 vaLeries....hahaz....den shop shop...i bought a new baG....Jac they all was moi advisors....hahax....bought a bag Jac got oso...but different colour....den shop aRd...deN tiRed...went home le...siaNx...meeting Sam n Ange 2 stuDy tml afternoon....stuDy lo later...still haVing exams next week...till neXt TyM.....
Miss Tan was in the classrm dunring the exam...she took my ruler n told mi borrow tis idiot....i was like wHo?....it was Joey...haha....so funny...told Jac they all n had a gd lauGh....deN Val went wif mi 2 make my IC...so ma fun....the pHoto suX....deN met up wif Vanessa,Valerie n Jac at Bugis...tooK Neo...so fuNNy...got 2 vaLeries....hahaz....den shop shop...i bought a new baG....Jac they all was moi advisors....hahax....bought a bag Jac got oso...but different colour....den shop aRd...deN tiRed...went home le...siaNx...meeting Sam n Ange 2 stuDy tml afternoon....stuDy lo later...still haVing exams next week...till neXt TyM.....
-ShatteReD gUrL-
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 8:07 AM
Tuesday, May 3, 2005
siAnx...no scH 2dae coS PubLic Holida3....gLad...as i dun need 2 see hiS faCe....duN wish 2 see him aNywa3...shaLL aVoid him tmL....taKe tAxi or wad....He's totally tao ren yaN....duNNo y i stiLL like him!!! argH!!!! lateR got tutioN...sians...eXams is two daes later....haVing a little exam feVer le...heex...I jus hope he doesnt get in my neRves! means he dun use the tong qing look 2 look at mi...I cannot stand...i will slap him...he can try....chatting wif Sam n Ange nw...Sam n mi bloggiNg...den ange had 2 wait...heex...ok will stop here...till neXt tym...
+MissingYew+
-HurtNShattered-
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 6:16 AM
Monday, May 2, 2005
siaNz...no tutioN...YuzheN last miN cannot cuM...she cuming tmL....weNt out wif jiE awhiLe...shopped ard ciNe n HerreN....took neo at ciNe...it had beeN aGes since i took neo wif jiE...she sibEi boRiNg...take piCs no pose...pose so faKe...mux practiCe more poSes...hahaz....chattiNg on msn nw...n bloggiNg...jus traNsferred soNgs 2 moi I-pod shuffLe...haha...a belated bdae giFt frm Dad...tmL no sch...puBlic holidae...stAy hoMe stuDy ba....
-heaRtbrokeN-
-tOrN-
-disaPPoiNteD-
+wAitiNg 4 yA aLwaes+
-tOrN-
-disaPPoiNteD-
+wAitiNg 4 yA aLwaes+
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:42 PM
Sunday, May 1, 2005
WeNt 4 ceLL in the afteRnoon...talked aBt the stoRy of Martha n Mary....it all cums abt buildiNg a relatioNshiP with God...deN had serVice...had a fuN woRshiP...sAw theM...*suMone* was liKe so excitEd oh....correct? hahas...but i duN expeCt 2 see hiM...he's no longer iN chuRch....I had pRayed 4 his returN....but nt yet...Serene got retreat later wif her network at heR hse...thE fiVe of us cannot make it...coS haviNg eXams...need 2 stuDy....sermoN 2dae is abt handling disappoiNtmeNt....I had tis disappoiNtment which only happeNed ytD...aLL bcos of Him...I dun expeCt any tong qiNg frm him...He can stoP usiNg thoSe eyes 2 looK at mi ! caN 4giVe him at thw moment....deN i answered altaR's call...sereNe prayed 4 mi...feeL muCh beTTer...deN we went hawker...i pei ange b4 i leFt....deN sAw DarrEn n XinG...theY laugHed...dunno 4 wad....mayb cos of the way i tied my haiR...they mux be thinking i act cutE....hahaz....deN talked 2 xiao serene...prayed 4 her...den left....siaNs...tmL stiLL got tutioN...exams next week...stressed...hAix....
Stupidity Kills. ♥ 1:29 PM