Went 2 visit grandma 2dae.havent visited her 4 ages...she's better. she's in mount alvenia now...such a nice hospital...a missionary hos. den went out wif jie a while...shopping...feel better as i wasnt feeling realli gd...pLus. i had fallen siCk...so toopiD...at suCh a tYm...totAlly a wroNg tym 2 fall siCk...went PS...shOppeD....den quite laTe le...weNt hm...baThe n did sUm wasHing...blogging n chatting nw...I decided 2 wAit 4 him...no maTTer wad...Bocs i love him a loT....meanwHile, i will concentrate on my sTudies n God....leT him haVe eNougH fuN 1st....i wont n wont tRy 2 be a 3rd paRty...He's happi, i am happY...i dun expEct aNythiNg fRm him...He's a total jeRk...y did i fall s0 deePly 4 a gUy liKe him? i oso duNNo...God tells mii 2 let g0...haix...sld i? maYbe....i believe God n tym will heaL mi of e paiN n miseRy he bought 2 mii....
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