Saturday, January 1, 2005
weNt 2 my networK de BBQ.....bbq all afternoon....It was fuN....deN lateR I weNt Home 4 a whiLe...geT sumthiNg N weNt 2 mit aLex,vaL N joS....theY leFt ChRis theRe le....I heaRd frm aLex tat the bbq was woNderful....loLx....deN weNt RiversiDe there de acadE....CouNtdowN lorx....we ply untiL we woN 300Tickets....exchanged 4 peNs, sweets N bookmarKs.....den I seNt theM bacK 2 aLex's hSe cos they speNtiNg the nitE there....den aLex waited 4 taxi wif mi den he went home....Den come onLine...angeL they all go retreat le...no one chat wif mi....deN my mooD damN baD...cos I read sumoNe write 2 sumoNe de testimontiaL....It jus totaLLy bRoke my heaRt at tAt momeNt.....a feW dRops of teaRS Jus weNt dowN my cheeK....The feeling was hoRRibLe.....Nvm hopE I wiLL gEt ovEr it sooN....tML eaRLy iN the moRning going 2 look 4 saM they all den go churcH togetheR.....Hope God wiLL fix my bRokeN heaRt.....